I fucking hate people

not too toot my own horn, but here we go:
i garner attention from males at times.
and the lack of tact coming from these people is REMARKABLE.
i hate how a conversation that begins with a friendly "hey what's up?" quickly changes into one asking for a dinner date acting like we've known each other for years (this male in question also happens to have a girlfriend? honorable, right?).
i hate how a conversation that begins with "you're from california, right?" makes the transition into "hello cutest girl in the world!" I told him I liked women.
it didn't make much of a dent in his ridiculous forwardness.
and i REALLY hate how a conversation that begins with "how's the boy?" VERY SWIFTLY turns to, "then i can finally take you out to dinner like i've been asking for all this time!"
believe me, i recognize how arrogant this all sounds.
and i know how some of you (if anybody reads this black hole of a blog) are scoffing, "well what kind of bitch doesn't appreciate that?"
it's that i appreciate kids with RESPECT.
respect for their girlfriends (when applicable), for their friends, oh, and for people they just started talking to.
it's just, when i say i want a friend, i want a friend. just a friend.
i don't want a fucking boyfriend. i don't want a fuck buddy, i don't want any of that bullshit.
i just want folks i can just call up and hang out with, without any weird tension.
but that's too fucking difficult to ask for, right?

uuuuughhh!!!