i'm a total and complete wreck inside sometimes, and it's just a whirlwind of the uncertainties that i can't help but find myself caught in and i just don't know what do say or think or do. all i do is mess up.
am i upset because it isn't what i want to hear? or am i upset because i know that there was nothing to say to begin with? i wish things could be easier. i feel nauseous. i want to sleep. i want to forget. i want to take a mental health day and just relax for once, instead of forcing myself to my very limits, in fact, past my limits.
i just can't take the emotional taxation all this shit takes from my energy and my good moods.
i need someone who'll be there regardless. i don't have that. and i probably won't find it.
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