So here's something new!

Alright. so i told myself that i wouldn't do things the way that i have so many times. and i think i'm going to try as hard as i can to keep to that.
so a boy asked me out today. it was a huge surprise... i wasn't expecting it at all and to be honest i'm a complete commitmentphobe and i'm sort of scared but i really like him and that's why i'm going to give it a shot. he's sweet, and i get giddy around him and i am such a hypocrite for everything i'm saying here but at this moment, i mean every word.
i am nervous, but i'm happy. i feel really great sitting next to him while he plays piano in chorus class. it's the one class i really hate---the one class i swear is even lamer than math class, and that's saying something---and on friday, i found myself hurrying through the hallways trying to get there early. why? to see him. he makes me smile. i wish he was here so i could give him a huge hug. and we could cuddle. i like him. and he likes me (lord knows why, or how!!) . ooooh bo!