A new leaf?

Thanks to my mother and her insensitive approach to honesty I'm realizing that I need to stop begging people to hang out with me because it doesn't work and doesn't get me anywhere.
I'm sick of feeling like I've got nothing to look forward to because people leave me hanging all the time.
I feel like absolute shit and I cried a lot today and I think I want to kidnap Chestuh the beagle and have him sleep in muh bed tonight. Hopefully my allergies don't explode.